The Powerful Story of an athlete who lost his starting position in 12th grade, but wouldn’t give up on his dream of playing College Sports. Read the story of Zac Fagan, and how perseverance, guidance from NCSA, and inspiration from his dear sister enabled him to connect with the perfect College for him!
By Zac Fagan, as told to NCSA Senior National Educational Speaker Charlie Adams
“I had been playing quarterback for five years. I trained year round and was totally dedicated to my game. My senior year finally came. This would be my year and all the hard work would pay off. I was elected Team Captain and our team at T. C. Roberson High in Asheville, North Carolina had really pulled together on and off the field.
We had a scrimmage game and we lost. The next practice my Coach let me know that he was changing our complete offense and putting in our star running back, who had committed to play at Elon College the next year, as quarterback. Our coach changed us to the Wildcat offense with him running a lot as QB. I was crushed. Now my confidence was shook to the core, I would not have the opportunity to compete for my position and was still Captain. I tried any other position the coach would give me (I think I did everything but kick the ball). It looked like my dream of being a college football player was over.
Right after the dreaded first game, someone told me about NCSA and their recruiting program. I did the follow up call but was totally skeptical on how anyone could help me. My parents and I did a conference call, we were totally honest with the consultant and he was totally honest with us. He didn’t try to sell us a program that we didn’t need. He immediately started asking me questions about what I wanted and offered suggestions on how to take the necessary steps to get them. We ended up signing up for a lower level of the program and moved cautiously forward.
I immediately began to build my profile but the challenge was going to be getting film. I talked to my NCSA counselor and we began participating in conference calls on contacting coaches, making unofficial visits, researching coaches and learning about D3 Schools. There were programs on financial aid, college match programs and probably the best overall resource for colleges that we had been exposed to.
I went eight games without playing quarterback. In November, I won my position back before the final game of the regular season. I was able to throw for two TD’s and run for another. One of the TD passes was in overtime to set up the winning two point conversion. It was the best game I played.
However, earlier that day my sister Meryl was admitted into the Hospital. She had battled a life long illness known as Rett Syndrome. It is a neurodevelopmental disease where in her case she had seizures and could not talk. She was in the PEP program at School, which is Progressive Education Program. Each day I was able to spend 90 minutes as a PEP mentor. (photo below of my sister and me).
She was hospitalized for pneumonia before my game that day and was in critical condition. That night, after the great game, they told me about her being in the Hospital. I went from being really excited to being completely devastated in one second. I literally fell down on my knees on the field. Saturday she seemed okay, but got worse. My sister died on Monday. She was 18. The Doctors had diagnosed her with Rett Syndrome when she was 13 and told us to make funeral plans then, but she lived five more years. When I was going through that hard time where I had lost my starting quarterback job, I would come home from practice where it was a crappy day and I would see her in her wheelchair. She couldn’t talk. She couldn’t move much. You could tell what she was trying to say by her eyes. I would come home worn down from how my senior year was going and see her and say to myself, “I can handle
my challenge. I can do this.” When Meryl died, I made a promise that I would go on for my dreams and live life with passion.
I would not give up on the dream of playing college football. I kept nagging my coach until he got me the game film. We rushed it to NCSA and they edited it for me. They posted it and I had also introduced it to other coaches in emails.
To my surprise, Coaches started contacting me. I was getting calls and emails from colleges. They were schools with my major and football. I knew how to set up visits, write follow up emails and log in my communication contacts on the NCSA website. I had participated in their educational programs on how to ask questions, learn about both the educational and football aspects of the college and then set up visits.
I ended up visiting a college that I had never heard of before in the neighboring state of Virginia, only five hours from home – Bridgewater College in Virginia. This was a match on the site, I had an instant connection with the coach that had contacted me, and it seemed to have everything I was looking for. We attended a group meeting, and I was not nervous as I had the experience of what NCSA had taught me. It was the perfect match, I felt right at home with their people and philosophies. I loved that it was a small campus with a very personal environment. Everyone knew each other, which is what I like. I had learned how to meet with Financial Aid and set up for merit based scholarships. My hard work in the classroom helped. I had a 4.3 GPA with 10 honors classes. The Coaches were able to nominate me for merit based scholarships. The fact that I had taken hard classes really helped as I was offered a $18,250 yearly scholarship. That doesn’t cover everything, but it makes it manageable for us as a family.
I am thrilled to say that my college choice was made clear. I will be a Bridgewater College Eagle. A lot of kids get caught up in D-1. Those guys are huge and fast. I could walk-on but that probably wouldn’t work out. I love the game of football. I want to play it. It’s not about the level. It’s about the game and the fans. I will be competing for the quarterback position, dedicated to their program, studying Athletic Training – pre Physical Therapy and enjoying all that this special college has to offer. A college that I had never knew about if it were not for my relationship with NCSA. Thank you.”
Zac Fagan
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Zac isn’t done. He works part time at Marco’s Pizzeria and has organized a big fund raising day on Valentines where Marco’s is donating a significant amount of all revenues that day to go to the Progressive Education Program in their county, which serves students with moderate to significant intellectual difficulties.
Zac and the QB from Asheville High (T C Roberson’s biggest rival) have become friends as they both have relative that have battled or are battling serious illness. They are now planning a basketball tournament where the funds will be split between cancer research and International Rett Syndrome Association. They both wore #9. – Charlie Adams
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“I think that sports and football are an amazing platform to learn about how to focus on the positive in life. Zac is the youngest of 8 children in our “blended” family. Zac has applied for some other local scholarships offered through the Rotary Club, Education Foundation, and other programs so the story is not over.
Zac’s focus is on his education, on athletic training (and maybe coaching) and the future. And, as a parent, it is very healing for me to see how bright the future is for him. I would be happy for you to share his story. I would also be happy to talk to any parent that is considering using NCSA. Your program was wonderful and it has kept his dream of playing going. But, more importantly, it helped him continue his education and matched him with a college that we had never even heard of before. The total system worked.”
Vivien, Zac’s mother.