I know I have alot of work to do and that there's probably a bunch of recruits better than me right now, but I love this game more than anything( it gave my life a certain purpose it didn't have before and it's been my therapy). I'll do anything to get better I just need a program that's willing to coach me up and help me grow and I know I'll eventually be help contribute to that program big time. So I hope to find that program.