My name is Charles Coleman, I am 5’11, a member of the James Madison High School track team. I am comfortable running 800M, 400 M, 200M and also relays of 4*800 and 4*400. Not only am I an athlete, striving for constant improvement in the 800 and 400 meter runs, I hold a strong belief in camaraderie and good sportsmanship. Upon being accepted at a college my goal, amongst all others, is to join a track team and deliver my all for the success and furthering of the team. I will attend and graduate from college. I will make a major contribution to my track team, and I will someday possess a degree in a field affiliated to law.
I want to go to college to become the man that I know I can be. I also want to go to college to become the hero my mother, my grandmother and everyone else in my family is expecting me to be. I do not want my only hope for a better life to come from a lottery ticket or a scratch off. I do not want what others have, new sneakers, new jeans or a new chain. I want more. I want an education, stability, an opportunity to become a leader, and a respected member of society. I want to defy the stereotypes and become a successful black man. I do not want to be like all the others who will never leave the corners they grew up on - and may die on. I know what my family, my teachers and my coaches expect from me and I know what I expect from myself. The only way to achieve these goals is through the college education I am striving to get. Coming from a single parent home my mother will of course need financial aid to help me achieve my goals.
There is not a day that goes by that my mom does not have to worry about my safety. I was always told how much harder my life would be because I was a black male. I was told that when I was born I already had a disadvantage compared to the rest of society. I could not grow up with optimism about my future. Struggle was instilled in me before I even had a chance to learn the definition of the word. I was made to believe my life would be one of pain and fight.
When I was younger I could never understand why the children on television laughed and dreamed and were so happy. As a child I could never understand why it was so easy for people to judge me before I could say hello. I did not understand why so many people avoided eye contact with me. Why every smile seemed forced, and every handshake rushed. I used to wonder why I was born the way I was. I wondered why no one but my mother saw success in my future. I did not understand why I was labeled violent, ignorant, and uneducated before I could take my first breath. As I grew older I began to see more. I saw the prejudice and the stereotypes. It became evident that I was expected to be “just” a product of my environment like so many others.
I knew that I could not fall into the path that was laid before but instead I had to take the road less traveled. I made the decision only one other person in my family had made. My decision was to escape poverty. I understood the only way for me to escape poverty was to get an education, and now a higher education. There are still times I think I will not make it. It scares me to think of what the future might hold for me because of the mistakes I have already made. My own laziness has made it extra hard for me in school. With that realization I have been working extra hard to repair my mistakes. I know I have to work hard for myself, my family and my future. Being the only boy in my family I sometimes feel it is my duty to save everyone. I feel if I do not make it we will be forever trapped in a neighborhood where danger is always visible by street corner candle memorials, and graffiti epitaphs on the walls in honor of those that “died too young”. I want to be memorialized on college boards, and by trophies in college showcases. I want to share in reunions with my college brothers and sisters, and track team mates.
This is my personal statement and I hope I have given you enough reason to consider me to be a part of your team. Even I have reason to smile now, because so many people did not believe I could make it. I made it with the help of my TEAM!
Thank you for your time and interest.
Charles Coleman