Ever since I was a little girl, I have dreamed of playing College Softball. I never thought my dream would become reality, until recently. I have never worked this hard and wanted something so bad ever in my life. Me and my dad have spent countless days and nights on the field, or just studying the game, or talking about softball, and I am ready to accomplish everything I have ever worked for. I deal with anxiety, but I channel my anxiety in a way to make me that much better than the people around me. When I see others doing better or out working me, it drives me crazy. I will drive myself insane trying to be the best on the field. It took me a long time to realize and comprehended that everyone makes mistakes, and this is a game of failure. I am ready to live my dream I have worked so hard for.